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30th-Oct-2018 10:31 pm - Fic Archive - Oneshot

Some chapters/stand alone's containing you-know-what are f-locked. I prefer not to have them scattered all over the place without my consent.

ONE-SHOT/DRABBLE

How I Met My Angel
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: Performing probably his best spell of all, he proved my heart's existence.
One-shot

Pouting
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: Two long years full of ups and downs. Ups and downs full of his pouts.
One-shot

Skirt
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: I knew it! The first time i saw him, I knew he couldn't be straight.
One-shot

Forever and The Last Live
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: Wither if it has to wither.
One-shot

Attackable
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: You name it, Totchi got it.
One-shot

Blue Thread
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Summary: ...you decided you want to share the warmth of crying with me.
One-shot

Reward
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: ...the only addiction i would never get rid of.
One-shot

Frog <3 Cat
Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: Die's tongue against his skin was hot in more ways than one.
One-shot
[Friends Locked]

Turning Table
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho was afraid of crossing a hanging bridge. What will Jaejoong do to get him to cross the bridge?
One-shot

Dangerously Low
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yoochun had dragged Yunho into various clubs before but the latter always end up unsatisfied for he was too choosy for his own good.
One-shot

A Life and Time Defying Vow
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong decided to defy the code of the warriors.
One-shot

Wake up Call
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Jaejoong takes seduction to the next level. Sequel to Dangerously Low
One-shot

There's no place like home
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Isn't it nice to be back home?
One-shot

Your Beautiful Bandit

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho is a detective while Jaejoong is, well, experienced. Yunho found the culprit and something else.
One-shot

Real Good (YunJae Version)

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Your front teeth look funny.
One-shot

Taking a Ride
(Smut Version of Your beautiful Bandit)

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho is a detective while Jaejoong is, well, experienced. Yunho found the culprit and something else.
Part 1 / Part 2
[Friends Locked]

Taken for granted...not

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Jaejoong finds himself running to Yunho after the break up's..
Drabble

Mistaken

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho is in denial and won't admit his feelings for Jaejoong unless provoked. And provoked he was.

[Part 1] [Part 2]

Do not Under Estimate men with glasses

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Upon loosing a bet, Jaejoong had to wear a SKIRT and ride the train. But, the bet doesn’t end there.
One-shot
[Friends Locked]

The Great Escape

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary:A punishment Jaejoong readily takes. [Sequel to Dangerously Low and Wake up Call]

[Part 1] [Part 2]
[Friends Locked]

Smoke and Yunho

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Try as he might, Jaejoong couldn't catch the smoke.
Drabble

Music Room

Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Jaejoong loses his rhythm but finds a song in Yunho’s breath.
Drabble

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29th-Oct-2018 05:27 am - Fic Archive - Series

SERIES

I Swear To That White Butterfly

Pairing: DiexToshiya, KaoruxToshiya
Summary: Kaoru thinks he's the straightest person on earth, until an exchange student in form of Toshiya came. Will the extra sweet Die manage to get the new boy's heart?..or will they remain as friends?
1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 /

Stay with me
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Summary: Toshiya is Kaoru's Maid. That's all you need to know.
0 / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8A / 8B / 8C / 8D / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15
[On-going]

Starless Sky
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae, Jaehoon(RainxJaejoong)
Summary: Rain had Jaejoong tied around his fingers before he even tried. Jaejoong had himself trapped by Rain before he even noticed. Yunho was threatened to lose his most treasured possession that was Jaejoong
Prologue
Awakening the Senses
Sanity's Cry
Defining Beauty

Real Good

Pairing: DiexToshiya
Summary: Don't Speak

1 / 2 / 3
[Completed]

UFO Baby
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: A little boy, a unique one at that, was left on the hands of Jaejoong and Yunho on a hard earned day-off. The latter soon found himself engaged in a battle he so didn't need.
1 / 2 /

Sweetest of Vengeance
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Jaejoong had always hated his brother, Yunho, for being ahead of him in almost every matter. Yunho was the ideal guy, the ideal student, the ideal son, while he was none of those. But there was one thing Jaejoong was sure he was by far better than his brother; Jaejoong knew he was gorgeous and he knew exactly how to use it.
0 / 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8.1 / 8.2 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / Epilogue
[Completed]

Sanctuary of Regrets
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary: Yunho contemplated about his feelings for Jaejoong and realized that they are no longer clicked like they used to. Their break up caused Jaejoong to seek solace from his best friend, Yoochun, who was more than willing to console the lead singer. Despite the touchy roll of events, Yunho and Jaejoong tried to remain friends. Emotions were set free, agony was let go, feelings grow. It took Yunho a break up just to realize what he had lost.
/ 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 /

Crossilng the Line
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Summary:Lost in a world of their own, it's a battle figuring out when, where and how they crossed the line, if they even did.
/ 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 /

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28th-Oct-2018 07:10 pm(no subject)

Hi there everyone!

I need to ask you guys a favor to fill out this poll. I've been having quite a hard time suggesting my own fics whenever someone asks for them. Honestly, i don't know which ones are good, which ones are so-so and which ones are ridiculously bad. Thus, i need you to evaluate my fics. I am aware that each and everyone of us have different preferences, but let's put that aside.

Poll #1370370 YunJae Fics
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 91

Which YunJae series do you like the most?

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Starless Sky
0 (0.0%)

UFO Baby
0 (0.0%)

Sweetest of Vengeance
54 (61.4%)

Sanctuary of Regrets
13 (14.8%)

Crossing the Line
21 (23.9%)

Which YunJae one-shot do you like the most?

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Turning Table
1 (1.3%)

Dangerously Low
10 (12.8%)

A Life and Time Defying Vow
1 (1.3%)

Wake up Call
7 (9.0%)

There's No Place Like Home
7 (9.0%)

Your Beautiful Bandit
5 (6.4%)

Real Good
3 (3.8%)

Taking a Ride
4 (5.1%)

Taken for Granted
2 (2.6%)

Mistaken
6 (7.7%)

Do not Underestimate Men with Glasses
23 (29.5%)

The Great Escape
9 (11.5%)

Your Favorite YunJae Smut?

View Answers

Taking a Ride
16 (20.8%)

Do not Underestimate Men with Glasses
44 (57.1%)

The Great Escape
17 (22.1%)

Lastly, if you could give some comments or constructive criticism, it would help me big time.

Thank you!

2nd-Nov-2009 09:28 pm - sorry, not an update.

but i cant just sit here and keep this to myself.

i still find it hard to believe that min an YUNHO would say such things, in public even. i mean, they could've conveyed the message to the other party(god, it's heartbreaking just to have 'another' party within the group) personally. Involving the public is just a wrong move.

and if those statements are real..

the saddest part is..

Yunho chose SMe over Jaejoong.
I just believed in them, put so much trust in them, that they'd withstand anything that comes their way.

and then this?

it just totally breaks my heart. it's even hard to type because i can't see clearly through the tears. and i dont know what to say if someone steps on me, barges in my room and catches me crying. they'd think im crying over a ~~never~~ nonexistent bf.

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21st-Aug-2009 08:57 am - dropping off a yunjae dream.

i must relax.

okay. first off, i hardly get a long sleep like i had last night 'til this morning.
maybe i've been a good girls and that was why i had the OSMest dream ever.

Jae was having a photo shoot with some girl. AND HE'S WEARING A SKIRT. *blames AADBSK3*
Then the photographer ordered to give a pik-a-boo of what's under his skirt so jae lifted the back a little.
Ho comes into the picture, uninvited, and held Jae's skirt and ta-da~ it's no longer pik-a-boo.
Naughty Ho was showing the world Jae's undie-covered ass.
The funny thing is, Jae was completely okay with it and they look lovey-dovey.
Out of nowhere, shinee's Minho came and stole a kiss from Jae.
And of course, Yunho got jealous and ravished Jae's lips in front of the camera.

i love my dream and i wish i never had to wake up.

p/s: i miss you all.

5th-Aug-2009 11:18 am - treat for le eyes.

i haven't been OL as much as i want to, but im pretty much aware of the chaos that has been surfacing the fandom. Thus, here's a treat for you guys. feast on the YJ♥

( spot the sneaky hand! )

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